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[24 Mar 2005|12:21am] |
Hi this is Mykera again.
It turns out there was a misunderstanding between my mom and her mom. Madeline was able to talk to Rachel Sunday morning around 9 am when she went in to check on her before church. Between 9 am and 9:30 am is when she passed. Her mom, during that time, was getting ready for church and didn't hear anything. The doctors believe it was her heart that just gave out on her. They said it had grown weak under the stress of sustaining her body, emotionally and size wise. She was given no autopsy in the end but they did check for signs of suicide, there were no outward physical ones. I doubt she would have done that anyway because of all she had to look forward to in life. Things were just starting to look brighter for her. Some people here are being callous saying she's better off. It hurts so bad to hear that but at least now she feels no pain at all, emotional or physical. I have to call her cousin tomorrow because he tried calling me but i was not home. Her dad actually showed emotion today. It's sad to see that he loves her so much and yet for so many years she had not known about it. He's being eaten up inside and he even broke down and cried today when I went to see her family. I went into her room today too and cried. It was so empty, it had been cleaned Sunday and Monday. There were a few things left in there like a TV and shelves. It still had her perfume smell but it was dull and faded. There was an imprint on the carpet from where her bed was. Our pictures we drew were still on the wall and our barbies were still in the attic.
Ok, enough of my rants. I just wanted to let people know what the doctors said. G'night and always keep Rachel in your hearts.
R.I.P.
Rachel Marie Calhoun
My best friend and sister in spirit
~kera~
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[11 Aug 2004|06:00pm] |
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Congratulations Steph and Ryan!!!
I'm so happy for you guys, it's awesome news. Sheesh, it seems all my friends are getting engaged right now. @_@
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[02 Jun 2004|10:30pm] |
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May I please direct your attention to this.
Thank you.
Bleh, I was told I should say more, so um, go buy stuff from me. ¬¬
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